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I'm so relieved that i had passed my―intermediate accounting―exam.

But still, i have another one! A comprehensive test. I created a very nice plan! My plan was: went to spa on wednesday and stayed at home from thursday till next weeks.

I've to studied hard. I promised to myself didn't go anywhere accept to the 'very crusial reason'.

The actual plan is: i went to spa on wednesday. Went to my senior's house yesterday(i got a comprehensive course) and i did went straight home after course. But i was trapped by traffic jam,and arrived at 9.00pm!! :(

Today i went to my nephew's house, to copied a software named 'rational rose' (fyi: this software's size up to 1GB).
My nephew―inuk―can't sent that f***ing software via email.

I spent 5 hour in inuk's house. Had a lunch, posted my first blog and played with his little brother, Nabil. I came home at 3.00pm, but instead of studying, i was sleeping after took a bath.

And now.. I'm posting my blog again! Without any feeling guilty..

I feel like an idiot―a complete one! (it's make me wanna cry...)

I become more sentimental than ever..
When he doesn't call, i get pissed
..and when he doesn't reply my message, i get angry!

It's very easy to fall in love with him!
Yes, we are closed friends

We have same interest, same thoughts.
He got such a free-spirit and open-minded.
I can tell him everything on my mind without worry and obviously i feel comfortable around him.

It's crazy to describe how i feel about him now.
Now, i realize that he seems to be the only guy i can depend on.

Well.. in this case―i know―i shouldn't be following of what my heart says, cause it will only bring me unhappiness.

I don't wanna let him know!
i'm afraid, i may lose the whole friendship that i've built before.

Rrrrrggghhhhh.... i was trapped in a wrong situation.

Love comes without permission.. :(